Rose Lalonde (
tentacletrainer) wrote2011-05-31 07:27 pm
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Chapter 27; Text
For those whom it might concern
I believe Gamzee is gone.
I am unsure as to where his Pokemon have gone, however the PokeGear insists his number is no longer in service.
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and
Karkat
Seems to be as well
Under the same circumstances.
I have CG and Haze with me.
And would like to know, if possible, where the rest of his team might be located.
I think I would feel better knowing they are in someone's company and care.
I believe Gamzee is gone.
I am unsure as to where his Pokemon have gone, however the PokeGear insists his number is no longer in service.
...
and
Karkat
Seems to be as well
Under the same circumstances.
I have CG and Haze with me.
And would like to know, if possible, where the rest of his team might be located.
I think I would feel better knowing they are in someone's company and care.
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[Throat tightening, he rubs her back a little, resting his head on her shoulder and whispering to her:]
Please don't cry, Rose...please.
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I apologize, John. I'll...I'll stop.
[[Look at her. Thirteen years old and crying. Her mom would probably be ashamed. Likely offer her a hug in a passive-aggressive attempt at scolding her for being so weak.]]
I'm being ridiculous. This isn't something to be so upset over...
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I didn't mean to make you cry as well. This will be the second time, and I will feel terrible for it.
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[Wait that makes it sound like...]
And it's not your fault so don't try and apologize for anything. Because it's just...it's not.
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[[She was about to apologize, but stops herself when told not to. Sighing, she moves to lean back against him, shifting as Karkitty eyes her lap to invite the Pokemon into it, and smiling a little when he takes the offer. Gently stroking his head and back, she nestles her cheek against John's shoulder.]]
Thank you. I'm fairly certain I said that already, but it needs to be said again.
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[Fuck why does it hurt so much to say that? Hold on, he has to wipe his eye now. With the and that Rose isn't leaning against, of course. He's not crying though, his eye just itches. Yup. That was totally not a tear right there.]
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So instead, she curls up a little against him with a nod.]]
action; ...that was supposed to say "hand" not "and" WOW I CAN'T TYPE TODAY.
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You are also welcome to come to me, should you need anything...
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[He nods though, once again a little to choked up to speak. When he attempts to, it just comes out strangled and low.]
Y-Yeah...I know. Thanks, Rose. I...I will.
[Even though he probably won't...since most of the stuff he NEEDS to talk about involves you...]
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Again, her cheek meets his shoulder, one arm wrapping around his while the other continues to pay Karkitty attention.]]
...John. It will be okay. It will.
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I know...I...god, just...
[A choked hiccuping noise before he continues in a slightly louder voice. A little shaky, but he's clearly trying his hardest to keep it stable.]
I'm tired of this, Rose. I'm so tired of everyone I care about leaving. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much and I don't...I don't even know what to do. I don't know if I want to cry or scream or just...fucking...lay down and try not to feel anything anymore. [Yeah, those multiple single manly tears? They're a thing of the past. He's pretty much sobbing at this point.]
...I almost...I almost w-wish that Johto would send me home.
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...I know this will sound selfish...but I do not want Johto to send you home. I'd be very much alone then, and I don't want to be alone...
Please don't leave me too...
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Heh...you would still have Jade. And Dave. You wouldn't be alone. But the last thing I want to do is leave you so...god I don't even know anymore. I can't think straight.
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You may return to clinging, John. Because that is what she is doing to you.]]
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