tentacletrainer | Chapter 27; Text

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Chapter 27; Text

For those whom it might concern
I believe Gamzee is gone.
I am unsure as to where his Pokemon have gone, however the PokeGear insists his number is no longer in service.
...
and
Karkat
Seems to be as well
Under the same circumstances.
I have CG and Haze with me.
And would like to know, if possible, where the rest of his team might be located.
I think I would feel better knowing they are in someone's company and care.

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[[She doesn't say anything at first, noticing that he's wiping his eye though. She would like to say something, but she can't really think of what to say to that. He might not always be here...this is painfully clear now.

So instead, she curls up a little against him with a nod.]]

[Hesitantly, he moves the arm she's leaning against to wrap it around her shoulders instead, pulling her in a little closer. His heart is absolutely racing at this point and a few more tears are spilling from the corners of his eyes. Emotions? Yeah...he's feeling a lot of those right now. Too many conflicting ones at once.]

[[Careful John. You crying will likely make her cry again. Though luckily she has yet to notice.]]

You are also welcome to come to me, should you need anything...

[He's not crying, dammit. These are single manly tears of sadness. Only...there are multiples. But still they are coming only one at a time!]

[He nods though, once again a little to choked up to speak. When he attempts to, it just comes out strangled and low.]

Y-Yeah...I know. Thanks, Rose. I...I will.

[Even though he probably won't...since most of the stuff he NEEDS to talk about involves you...]

[[She'd understand, so it's alright. The sound to his voice, however, has her pulling back to look at him. And the tears have her choking up again. Your multiple single manly tears? Are met with multiple single girly tears.

Again, her cheek meets his shoulder, one arm wrapping around his while the other continues to pay Karkitty attention.]]

...John. It will be okay. It will.

[He rubs his eyes against the back of his sleeve, pushing his glasses halfway up his face in doing so.]

I know...I...god, just...

[A choked hiccuping noise before he continues in a slightly louder voice. A little shaky, but he's clearly trying his hardest to keep it stable.]

I'm tired of this, Rose. I'm so tired of everyone I care about leaving. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much and I don't...I don't even know what to do. I don't know if I want to cry or scream or just...fucking...lay down and try not to feel anything anymore. [Yeah, those multiple single manly tears? They're a thing of the past. He's pretty much sobbing at this point.]

...I almost...I almost w-wish that Johto would send me home.

[[Rose listens silently, surprisingly drying her eyes as she does so. She takes it all in, and stays silent for a few moments longer. And when she does finally speak, it's quiet.]]

...I know this will sound selfish...but I do not want Johto to send you home. I'd be very much alone then, and I don't want to be alone...

Please don't leave me too...

[And he's once again trying that "drying his eyes" thing with moderate success.]

Heh...you would still have Jade. And Dave. You wouldn't be alone. But the last thing I want to do is leave you so...god I don't even know anymore. I can't think straight.

...I would but...I would not have you anymore. And I do not want that.

[Rose? He has no idea what to say to that. Or what to think of that. So he's just...not going to think or say anything. Instead, he's going to turn and face you on the couch so that he can give you a real hug. Actually, he's hugging pretty tight so this might be more of a cling. Your call on this one, Rose.]

[[She is okay with this. Karkitty, however, is not, and with a hiss he clamors once more onto the back of the couch. Upset with not receiving attention, he curls up. This, however, leaves Rose to wiggle out of John's grasp a little, turn to properly face him and give him an actual hug in return.

You may return to clinging, John. Because that is what she is doing to you.]]

Please don't you leave either, okay?

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