At least John doesn't remember the conversation, thanks to time shenanigans.
[Sigh. He still shakes of her hand, though.]
I just--
I told you before how much trouble I had with blackrom, right? How I never thought I'd find someone I could hate that much when my standards are so high. But then, he was just--so incredibly detestable I could hardly fucking stand it, and then I just--admitted it right off the fucking bat like a dumbass before I even got the chance to see if he hated me. Which of course he didn't. And even if he did, it would never be that way.
Don't get me wrong; I'm glad I have Dave now. And at least I didn't jump on that one until I knew he actually hated me, even if that had its own problems.
Still, with John, I just jumped headfirst into humiliation, like taking a swan dive off the highest diving board at the local slime pool in a frilly pink bikini with everyone watching. That sort of feeling.
Action;
[Sigh. He still shakes of her hand, though.]
I just--
I told you before how much trouble I had with blackrom, right? How I never thought I'd find someone I could hate that much when my standards are so high. But then, he was just--so incredibly detestable I could hardly fucking stand it, and then I just--admitted it right off the fucking bat like a dumbass before I even got the chance to see if he hated me. Which of course he didn't. And even if he did, it would never be that way.
Don't get me wrong; I'm glad I have Dave now. And at least I didn't jump on that one until I knew he actually hated me, even if that had its own problems.
Still, with John, I just jumped headfirst into humiliation, like taking a swan dive off the highest diving board at the local slime pool in a frilly pink bikini with everyone watching. That sort of feeling.