[He rubs his eyes against the back of his sleeve, pushing his glasses halfway up his face in doing so.]

I know...I...god, just...

[A choked hiccuping noise before he continues in a slightly louder voice. A little shaky, but he's clearly trying his hardest to keep it stable.]

I'm tired of this, Rose. I'm so tired of everyone I care about leaving. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much and I don't...I don't even know what to do. I don't know if I want to cry or scream or just...fucking...lay down and try not to feel anything anymore. [Yeah, those multiple single manly tears? They're a thing of the past. He's pretty much sobbing at this point.]

...I almost...I almost w-wish that Johto would send me home.