Maybe I want to stay confused about it. Perhaps I am not interested in complicating the friendship we already have with feelings he may not return.

[[Burying her face in her knees now.]]

I'm not even sure if these are flushed or not, or if perhaps it is simply due to my age. Studies show teenagers are likely to fall in and out of false love easily thanks to their internal clocks after all. What if it's just that? I wouldn't want to ruin our friendship over something as stupid and ridiculous as that.